Ah ha- [A nervous laugh, shaking his head, still facing the floor, knees up infront of him. Lysunder's fingers clench around his hand a bit more, stopping the movement, face growing a little more somber.]

I do, but that- that makes things harder. But I uh, I think you know that. [His brows furrow, face still rather serious though.] You heard the message, there's nothing- nothing for me to really inform you the situation's pretty clear. [A breath.] Especially considering you know what happened between her and I back home.