That's not what I said you dumbass. I could have taken off before it happened and yet for some reason I thought death would be nicer then being without you.

Well I know I'm amazing but it seems even I can't live through a knife in the chest. [Another bitter laugh] Someone should have told the Neophyte, maybe she would have aimed for that over my arm.

How. [How could you feel that way for him. How could you do that to her. How could you find something like that with another when she had centuries and nothing truly compared.]