I did. [More silence on her end.] And yet I didn't run. Perhaps I was a fool.

And then I woke up here, the faintest taste of my own blood still in my mouth. [And that had been horrible, even more to find out he had moved on. Perhaps if she had had more time it would be easier, but it was always going to be seconds between dying and finding out for her]

He's disgusting. [Scorn in her voice] If I had know what he would do I would have left him to die. I have never felt pity for that confused traitor.